Sometimes I feel like speaking as a big sister to
younger girls. To share my ups and downs of my life and simply say, “Babe, this
is what I went through. Take whatever you need from my experiences so you may
become better.”
My friend Crispy recently told me, “Ahni, your breakthrough
is someone else’s breakthrough. You fought and went through the struggle so
that the person after you doesn’t have to. You’re ceiling is their floor.”
There is healing when we speak in truth and love. I want to be
opened about my fears and insecurities. I am not ashamed of them anymore. Putting
my thoughts into writing brings clarity and order to my cabinet of thoughts. I look
back and I can see Jesus through my timeline. I know it’s hard for you to see Him
working in your timeline, but baby girl, he is there.
I blog because I love you and believe in you. I believe the dreams
and desires God has placed in your heart are for good, are meant to be shared,
and meant to explode in this world. I believe in your strength and sensitivity.
I believe unity among us women can cause and explosion of goodness and love. I
believe in the mother nature of God that is in each of us.
I believe in the underground diamonds – girls who are meant
to shine but might not be there yet because of fear or insecurity. I believe
your breakthrough is coming and I certainly believe that soon you too will have
a story to tell.
You have a friend, a sister in me.
“Babe, this is what I went through.
Take whatever you need from my experiences
so you may become better.”
Quietly wild,
-Ahni
